第十期
原文:儿元月二十日第狱,于今日恰足三月。自省爱国无罪俯仰无愧,故能饮苦酒以自甘,宁杀身而不悔。狱中诵《正气歌》,咏《满江红》,曾不觉窗外韶光飞逝,莺舞春木矣……今日跪接慈谕,训诫谆谆,一字一泪,不忍卒读。鸟能反哺、獭知根本、儿独何心,能不断肠?况大人爱儿远胜诸弟妹。而儿之所以始终背弃大人养育之恩,断绝妻子之爱,每顾而不悔者,实不愿背弃绝大多数人之永久利益以换取吾一家之幸福也。谁无妻儿?儿安忍出卖大众,牺牲他人,苟全一己之私爱?儿决心牺牲个人,以利社会国家,粉身碎骨,此志不渝!
——节选自《致我深爱的中国—烈士遗书的故事》,中国方正出版社,2019年
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Lwg daj 1 nyied 20 hauh haeuj lauz, daengz ngoenzneix cingqngamj cuk sam ndwen. Gou gag rox gyaez guek fouz coih, ngaem gyaeuj ngiengx gyaeuj cungj mbouj saetleix, couh yienghneix ndaej ndoet laeujhaemz daeuj guh’angq, nyienh gaj dai hix mbouj ienq. Youq ndaw lauz doeg 《Cwnggigoh》, nam《Manjgyangh- hungz》, mbouj ngeix rog cueng seizgan baenzlawz bae, roeg baenzlawz saet faex baenzlawz maj……Ngoenzneix roengz- gveih ciepaeu mbawsaenq daxboh, vahson daxboh coenzcoenz naek lumj rin, cih saw caek raemxda, lwg mbouj nyaenxsim doeg sat bae. Duzroeg lij rox dauq bwnq bohmeh、duznag hix rox dauq ra goekrag、lwg dwg gijmaz sim, baenzlawz mbouj lumj daep yaek soiq, saej yaek goenq? Caiq gangj daxboh beij gyoengq nuengx lij gyaez gou. Ngoenzneix lwg vih gijmaz baenzneix mbouj dingq boh son mbouj dingq meh gyauq, ce bohmeh mbouj ciengx, cuengq lwg baz mbouj ndiep, boux gag hengz saeh swhgeij mbouj ienq, dwg mbouj nyienh sieng leih’ik vunzlai daeuj vuenh aeu ranz swhgeij vaiqvued. Byawz mbouj miz lwg baz? Lwg baenzlawz ndaej gai vunzlai bae, hawj vunz dai bae, hoh lix ranz raeuz? Lwg gietsim dai swhgeij, daeuj gouq vunzlai caeuq guekgya, ndang soiq ndok yungz, vah- mieng mbouj bienq!
(平果市 余 执/Yiz Ciz)
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Daeglwg yienz nyied ngoenz ngeihcib deng gyaeng haeuj ndaw lauz, daengz ngoenzneix cingq ndaej sam ndwen. Gou gag genjcaz gou swhgeij, gyaez guek mbouj miz coih, guhsaeh mbouj miz gijmaz doiq mbouj gvaq, ndigah gou gwn laeujhaemz hix gamjdaengz gam, ningznyienh deng gaj hix mbouj hoij. Gou youq ndaw lauz doeg《Go Cingqheiq》, ngon《Muenx Dah Hoengz》, rog cueng ndwenngoenz lumj mbin gvaq, roeg heuh faex heu le, hix mbouj roxnyinh……Ngoenzneix gou gvih ciep gij vah daengq mwngz, son’gyauq gou gig miz naihsim, doeg cih ndeu, doek mbat raemxda ndeu, gou mbouj nyaenxsim doeg liux. Duzroeg rox fanj bwnq, duznag rox goekgaen, gou gag aen sim ndeu, baenzlawz mbouj saej goenq ne? Caiq- gangj daxboh gyaez gou lai gvaq gyoengq nuengx gou. Hoeng gou dauqdaej boihfamh vutvak gij aencingz mwngz ciengx gou hung, duenhcied gij gyaez mehmbwk gou, baeznaengz dauqngeix cungj mbouj ienq- hoij, neix dwg aenvih gou saedcaih mbouj nyienh’eiq boihfamh vutvak gij leih’ik ciengxlwenx gyoengqvunz, daeuj vuenh’aeu gij vuenyungz raeuz cienz ranz. Byawz mbouj miz mbwk mbouj miz lwg? Gou baenzlawz nyaenxsim okgai daengx- cungq, vutmingh bouxwnq, dan gouz baujmingh gij ndiepgyaez swhgeij ne? Gou gietsim vutmingh bonjfaenh, doiq sevei guekgya miz leih, ndok noh soiq yungz, gij ceiqheiq gou ciengxlwenx mbouj gaij- bienq!
(上林县:白彩兰/ Bwz Caijlanz)
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Lwg youq ndwencieng ngoenz ngeihcib deng gyaeng, daengz ngoenzneix ngamq ndaej sam ndwen. Gag roxnyinh doiq ndaej hwnj mbwn namh, gyaez guek mbouj miz coih, goj ndaej ndoet laeujhaemz cix van, cingznyienh vutmingh hix mbouj ienqhoij. Youq ndaw lauz doeg《Fwensei Cingqheiq》, doeg《Manj- gyanghhungz》, goj mbouj rox baihrog ndwenngoenz fwt gvaq, roeghenj hoengh cin ya……Ngoenzneix gvih ciep fung saenq daxboh, coenzcoenz son’gyauq, doeg cihsaw raemxda couh doek, mbouj nyaenx siengsim doeg liux. Roeg rox dauq gueng、nag rox goekgaen、sim lwg baenzlawz yiengh, saejhoz baenzlawz mbouj yaek gat? Engqnaeuz daxboh gyaez lwg lai gvaq gyaez gyoengq beixnuengx. Hoeng lwg cix fanjboih gij aencingz sengciengx daxboh, gatduenh gij cingzngeih dwggyaez maexyah, baez ngeix daengz cix roxnyinh mbouj gamj ienqhoij, saedcaih mbouj nyienh fanjboih gij leih’ik ciengxlwenx gyoengq vunzlai, vuenh ndaej ranz gou vuenyungz saekseiz. Byawz mbouj miz yah lwg? Lwg youh yienghlawz nyaenxsim okgai daengxcungq, vutmingh bouxwnq, caeggouz gij ndiepgyaez bouxdog? Lwg gietsim vutmingh bonjfaenh, vuenh ndaej gij leih’ik sevei guekgya, ndang ndok soiq yungz, yienghneix mbouj bienq!
(宾阳县:凌少华/Lingz Sauvaz)
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